Screw it
I thought I could skip OBS and go for live range
I'm so wrong.
Second round of obs
And I HAVE to go.

Screw it,
I hate camps
Unless the camp alone sounds appealing
Like Eg. Supernumerary camp
Survival camp

Outward Bound Singapore
Zzzzz wth.

My turn of 5days

Damnnn



What a good day to usher in service today
I wanna work my way up
Finally new things after a few years.


Oh yea
I learned
We SHOULD never be contented at where we are and what we have
Because it cause us to slacken
And not want things to be better.
Be satisfied only if you think you have met what you want!
My own theory. LOL

All I want
Is just to be by your side

Damnit
So this is how much Gods grace is upon me
Well, cannot complain. Zzz

After seeing marwins house
Its really sian
The thought of my dad saying that we will move in to a condo.

My mums favourite thing to say!
Condo ngak ada, contol ada, mau ngak?

Zzzzzzzz

Gay late night
Just can't fall asleep
Too much running in my mind

Holding on to my beloved phone, playing poker and pac man
And now blogging.
Came across quah sherwaynes blog
My God
Who would actually name their blog cumsexcum.livejournal
God save her soul.

Osmond is studying possibility
So am I!
But I ain't studying on gambling possibility
Instead
Possibility of things hoped for to come true
Ultimate question
WHAT IF
There isn't cell group on the 3rd of July?
What would my life be like now?
I really want to know.
Visualizing just makes me wanna kill myself
Argh!
Hahahaha

apologies over a lorry event
Kns
Super paiseh

CC?
Yes no maybe so


Part D platoon commander?
RSM?
Civilian?


I owe eunice ice cream

I owe you jacks place
I owe you shopping at the central for caramel chocolate
I owe you sims 3
I owe you movie

I owe iris an apology

I owe mr ooi an explanation

I owe yanting a sakae lunch

I owe osmond his berms, lol

I owe jianghao haivaianas

Sighhh

Did you have fun?
I hope you did
I really do.
I love talking to you
Sighhh

I owe outram a revival!
I owe jonlau a group of outramians!

So much things. Stucked in my mind

Cut hair later at 10am
Need to remember to pluck my eyebrows


Need buy new shoes
Need buy new jeans
Need buy new watch
Need buy christian audigier jacket
Need buy a new guitar
Need repair electric guitar
Need get contact lens
Need practice guitar
Need learn to sing
Need clear my room
Need lose weight
Need big arms
Need Gods grace
Need forgiveness
Need maturity
Need you.

:(

Spiritual maturity
One thing that I've long forgotten.
a slap on the face.
Reminded of the start of 2008.

Guess I've let many people down.
Sometimes
Just so guilty
When I look at him
Whom is just like a big brother
He always say
"People come and go"
I don't want to be part of that!!

I need consistency
I need to be forgiven

As I walked out of the MRT station just now.
Carrying my guitar, walking home
Evening 6.10pm
I thought it was a sunday!
Going home directly after service, get changed,
Head down to riverwalk for guitar lessons
Waited a while after lesson and go off together,
joke and laugh on the mrt trip.
Reached redhill, smile and walk home.

Sighhhhhhh.

Smiles don't come so often anymore.